"nowness" and my wish deep inside

今日はおばあちゃんの誕生日でした?❤️今年もおばあちゃんに会って、お祝いを言えてよかったです。おばあちゃんの誕生日が来ると、一年が経ったのを感じます。

午後からは聖徳庵へ。
I was so lucky that I could be there today. There was a new student, a wonderful lady, she got an inspiration what is temae(making tea) in her chado lesson.
Temae consists of many ten(points). If you want to do beautiful temae, you need to focus on the each moment. Not past or future. Past is just memory. Future is just dream. Only certain thing is right now.
Jack-sensei said this idea is called "nowness".
Also, I could share discovery of my wish deep inside. I am a person who wants to support others. I want to have a good influence to others. Now I don't know how to realize it, but it's meaningful to understand myself. I hope recognition of this fundamental motivation leads my life more fruitful.

申年ももう終わりなので、日吉神社のおさるさん。